Emiliin \u017eivot je nikdy nekon\u010d\u00edc\u00ed koloto\u010d p\u00e9\u010de o d\u011bti bez mo\u017enosti odpo\u010dinku, s\u00a0minimem sp\u00e1nku, p\u0159esto p\u0159ese v\u0161echno v\u0161ak p\u0159\u00edroda za\u0159\u00eddila, \u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b pro d\u011bti jsou \u017eeny schopn\u00e9 ud\u011blat i nemo\u017en\u00e9. Nespravedliv\u00e1 role \u017een na mate\u0159sk\u00e9 si vyb\u00edr\u00e1 svou da\u0148. Emilie se za\u010dne man\u017eelovi vzdalovat, proto\u017ee on dostate\u010dn\u011b nech\u00e1pe jej\u00ed pot\u0159ebu b\u00fdt jen na chvilku sama sebou, vypadnout ob\u010das z\u00a0domova a naj\u00edt si \u00fanik v\u00a0podob\u011b pr\u00e1ce na \u010d\u00e1ste\u010dn\u00fd \u00favazek. Emilie za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 propadat pocitu zoufalstv\u00ed a odlou\u010den\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Na v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161len\u00ed nem\u00e1m \u010das, cel\u00fd den jedu na autopilota, jedn\u00e1m pudov\u011b jako zv\u00ed\u0159e, u\u0161tvan\u00e9 zv\u00ed\u0159e pron\u00e1sledovan\u00e9 vlastn\u00edmi d\u011btmi. Koj\u00edm mal\u00e9ho jako kr\u00e1va telata, beru je pod sv\u00e1 k\u0159\u00eddla jako kvo\u010dna ku\u0159ata, chr\u00e1n\u00edm je jako vl\u010dice, vychov\u00e1v\u00e1m je jako tyg\u0159ice, \u010dist\u00edm je jako ko\u010dka, kdy\u017e si slin\u00edm palec a ut\u00edr\u00e1m jim tv\u00e1\u0159e, a cel\u00fd dlouh\u00fd den za nimi b\u011bh\u00e1m jako k\u0159e\u010dek ve sv\u00e9m kole\u010dku, neust\u00e1le, bez p\u0159est\u00e1n\u00ed do nekone\u010dna, sedm dn\u00ed v\u00a0t\u00fddnu, dvacet \u010dty\u0159i hodin denn\u011b, pades\u00e1t dva t\u00fddn\u016f v\u00a0roce, ustavi\u010dn\u011b u\u017e \u010dty\u0159i roky. Ve chv\u00edli, kdy se za\u010dnu propadat do hlubok\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku, probud\u00ed m\u011b pl\u00e1\u010d. Zase kojit? S\u00a0t\u00edm mi Frank pomoct nem\u016f\u017ee. Copak to nikdy neskon\u010d\u00ed?<\/i><\/p>\n
Morgan m\u00e1 na\u0161l\u00e1pnutou kari\u00e9ru a v\u00a0cest\u011b za skv\u011bl\u00fdm postem j\u00ed nestoj\u00ed nic. Je vyrovnan\u00e1, spokojen\u00e1 a m\u00e1 v\u0161echno, co si kdy v\u016fbec p\u0159\u00e1la. Jen\u017ee zas\u00e1hne p\u0159\u00edroda a ona nepl\u00e1novan\u011b ot\u011bhotn\u00ed.\u00a0 Jak se rozhodne? S\u00e1hne po vysn\u011bn\u00e9 pr\u00e1ci, nebo po d\u00edt\u011bti?<\/p>\n
Mrknu na svoje rozko\u0161n\u00e9 miminko. Nechci se chlubit, ale porodila jsem bez epidur\u00e1lu, tak jako! Doby, kdy jsem se nechala rozhodit ka\u017edou mali\u010dkost\u00ed, kter\u00e1 naru\u0161ila mou maniak\u00e1ln\u00ed kontrolu nad v\u011bcmi, jsou d\u00e1vno pry\u010d. Ne, te\u010f se mi m\u016f\u017ee postavit kdokoliv, dokonce i s\u00a0potrhanou hr\u00e1z\u00ed, \u010dty\u0159mi hodinami sp\u00e1nku na kont\u011b a strachem v\u00a0srdci budu v\u017edycky v\u011bd\u011bt, jak to zvl\u00e1dnout, proto\u017ee se pro dobro sv\u00e9 dcery vyrovn\u00e1m se v\u0161\u00edm a proto\u017ee, pokud se nejmenujete Lena a nem\u011b\u0159\u00edte pades\u00e1t jedna centimetr\u016f, je mi v\u00e1\u0161 n\u00e1zor na mou osobu \u00fapln\u011b ukraden\u00fd.<\/i><\/p>\n
A\u010d je \u017eivot obou \u017een zna\u010dn\u011b rozd\u00edln\u00fd, ba nesrovnateln\u00fd po v\u0161ech rovin\u00e1ch, ob\u011b si jdou nakonec za sv\u00fdm a dok\u00e1\u017eou naj\u00edt rovnov\u00e1hu a sv\u00e9 vysn\u011bn\u00e9 \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. V\u00a0knize je skv\u011ble popsan\u00fd vnit\u0159n\u00ed boj \u017eeny se sama sebou. Vnit\u0159n\u011b jsem se v\u00edce ztoto\u017enila s Emili\u00ed, snad proto, \u017ee jej\u00ed mate\u0159sk\u00e1 mi v\u00a0mnoh\u00e9m p\u0159ipom\u00ednala tu mou, a\u010d u\u017e je to p\u011bkn\u00fdch p\u00e1r let. P\u0159esto jsem se nakonec zklamala pr\u00e1v\u011b v\u00a0Emilii, snad pro jej\u00ed neschopnost komunikace s\u00a0man\u017eelem a celkov\u00e9m odlou\u010den\u00ed t\u011bch dvou, proto\u017ee mi p\u0159i\u0161lo, \u017ee ona m\u00e1 na rozchodu jich dvou opravdu poctivou polovinu viny (my \u017eeny jsme p\u0159ece chyt\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed a mus\u00edme b\u00fdt o krok nap\u0159ed p\u0159ed mu\u017ei, budeme-li toti\u017e od nich o\u010dek\u00e1vat \u201en\u011bco\u201c, v\u011bt\u0161inou se to nestane). Man\u017eel\u016fv dopis adresovan\u00fd Emilii je jedn\u00edm z\u00a0nejsiln\u011bj\u0161\u00edch a vnit\u0159n\u011b nejodhalen\u011bj\u0161\u00edch p\u0159izn\u00e1n\u00edch v\u00a0cel\u00e9 knize a bez obalu p\u0159izn\u00e1v\u00e1m, \u017ee mi i slzi\u010dka uk\u00e1pla. <\/p>\n
Rozhodn\u011b v\u0161ak nejde o smutn\u00fd p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh, ale o uv\u011bdom\u011bn\u00ed si sama sebe, a\u0165 u\u017e s\u00a0rodinou, nebo s\u00a0kari\u00e9rou. V\u011bt\u0161inou v\u017edy m\u00e1me na v\u00fdb\u011br a je jenom na n\u00e1s, kam se na\u0161e cesty budou ub\u00edrat.<\/p>\n
Autorka: Lucie Bedn\u00e1\u0159ov\u00e1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Emilie a Morgan jsou d\u00e1vn\u00e9 spolu\u017ea\u010dky, ka\u017ed\u00e1 m\u00e1 sv\u016fj \u017eivot a vlastn\u011b nic o sob\u011b nev\u011bd\u00ed. Jedn\u00e9 vl\u00e1dne chaos \u2013 je na mate\u0159sk\u00e9, m\u00e1 man\u017eela, d\u011bti, tot\u00e1ln\u011b nest\u00edh\u00e1 a v\u0161eho u\u017e m\u00e1 tak akor\u00e1t po krk. P\u0159esto\u017ee si rodinu p\u0159\u00e1la, je na pokraji sv\u00fdch sil. Druh\u00e1 m\u00e1 ve v\u0161em \u0159\u00e1d, skv\u011blou kari\u00e9ru, \u010das jen pro sebe, svou pr\u00e1ci a sv\u00e9ho partnera. Po rodin\u011b zat\u00edm rozhodn\u011b netou\u017e\u00ed, to p\u0159ece po\u010dk\u00e1. N\u00e1hodou se jejich \u017eivot propoj\u00ed a ob\u011b za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed zji\u0161\u0165ovat, \u017ee tou\u017e\u00ed po tom, co m\u00e1 ta druh\u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_EventAllDay":false,"_EventTimezone":"","_EventStartDate":"","_EventEndDate":"","_EventStartDateUTC":"","_EventEndDateUTC":"","_EventShowMap":false,"_EventShowMapLink":false,"_EventURL":"","_EventCost":"","_EventCostDescription":"","_EventCurrencySymbol":"","_EventCurrencyCode":"","_EventCurrencyPosition":"","_EventDateTimeSeparator":"","_EventTimeRangeSeparator":"","_EventOrganizerID":[],"_EventVenueID":[],"_OrganizerEmail":"","_OrganizerPhone":"","_OrganizerWebsite":"","_VenueAddress":"","_VenueCity":"","_VenueCountry":"","_VenueProvince":"","_VenueState":"","_VenueZip":"","_VenuePhone":"","_VenueURL":"","_VenueStateProvince":"","_VenueLat":"","_VenueLng":"","_VenueShowMap":false,"_VenueShowMapLink":false,"twitterCardType":"","cardImageID":0,"cardImage":"","cardTitle":"","cardDesc":"","cardImageAlt":"","cardPlayer":"","cardPlayerWidth":0,"cardPlayerHeight":0,"cardPlayerStream":"","cardPlayerCodec":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3204","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-recenze"],"acf":{"related_products":null},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3204","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3204"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3204\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3204"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3204"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3204"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}