{"id":17463,"date":"2022-10-24T08:57:29","date_gmt":"2022-10-24T06:57:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/?p=17463"},"modified":"2023-02-01T14:07:22","modified_gmt":"2023-02-01T13:07:22","slug":"fejeton-zuzana-kultanova-kdybych-na-to-mela-kridla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/knizni-zajimavosti\/fejeton-zuzana-kultanova-kdybych-na-to-mela-kridla\/","title":{"rendered":"FEJETON: Zuzana Kult\u00e1nov\u00e1 \u2013 Kdybych na to m\u011bla k\u0159\u00eddla"},"content":{"rendered":"

Slavn\u00fd spisovatel Amos Oz v jednom rozhovoru \u0159ekl, \u017ee v ka\u017ed\u00e9 jeho knize se skr\u00fdvaj\u00ed p\u0159inejmen\u0161\u00edm knihy t\u0159i: ta, kterou \u010dtete, ta, kterou napsal a kter\u00e1 se nutn\u011b mus\u00ed li\u0161it od t\u00e9, kterou \u010dtete, a pak je tu je\u0161t\u011b t\u0159et\u00ed kniha: ta, kterou by napsal, kdyby na to m\u011bl dost sil. Kdyby na to m\u011bl k\u0159\u00eddla. A ta t\u0159et\u00ed je nejlep\u0161\u00ed. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Kdyby se n\u011bkdo zeptal m\u011b, dodala bych, \u017ee \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd spisovatel nikdy stoprocentn\u011b nev\u00ed, co napsal.<\/p>\n

Kdybyste se m\u011b zeptali, o \u010dem je moje kniha (Zp\u00edv\u00e1\u0161, jako bys plakala<\/a><\/strong>), netu\u0161\u00edm, co odpov\u011bd\u011bt. Mo\u017en\u00e1 by to vypadalo, \u017ee ani odpov\u00eddat nechci, a urazili byste se. Kdy\u017e by se k tomu schylovalo, vypravila bych ze sebe n\u011bco jako \u201eje o l\u00e1sce\u201c. Pak bych se lekla, \u017ee si to \u0161patn\u011b vylo\u017e\u00edte, proto\u017ee l\u00e1ska je riskantn\u00ed v\u011bc a o l\u00e1sce se \u0161patn\u011b p\u00ed\u0161e. Je to vrcholn\u00e1 spisovatelsk\u00e1 discipl\u00edna a m\u00e1lokdo ji svede. Dodala bych: Je taky o smrti. O touze n\u011bkoho a n\u011bco m\u00edt, o spasitelstv\u00ed a o tom, co l\u00e1ska nen\u00ed. Taky tam jde o krize. O ty spole\u010densk\u00e9 i vnit\u0159n\u00ed. V\u017edycky spolu \u00fazce souvis\u00ed. Jedna vypl\u00fdv\u00e1 z t\u00e9 druh\u00e9 a naopak. U\u017e mi rozum\u00edte? Co by to bylo za l\u00e1sku, kdybyste ji nemuseli vystav\u011bt znovu hol\u00fdma rukama. Kdybyste nemuseli v\u0161echno zbo\u0159it a pak to vystavit znova. To je l\u00e1ska v m\u00e9 knize. To je krize, kter\u00e1 su\u017euje sv\u011bt od jeho prvopo\u010d\u00e1tku. Krize v l\u00e1sce, l\u00e1ska v krizi.<\/p>\n

Moje psan\u00ed je rozpom\u00edn\u00e1n\u00ed na knihu, kter\u00e1 ve mn\u011b \u017eila v preexistenci, kdesi v prvopo\u010d\u00e1tku. Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s si takovou knihu nos\u00ed v srdci. Spisovatel\u00e9 se rod\u00ed s takovou vadou, hlavu a krk maj\u00ed oto\u010den\u00e9 dozadu, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 Oz a nezb\u00fdv\u00e1 ne\u017e souhlasit. Nejde p\u0159itom o gramatick\u00fd \u010das, ten m\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt klidn\u011b p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fd nebo budouc\u00ed. Jde o odvahu pustit se na zaminovan\u00e9 pole, vydat se do pustiny, kde jste jen vy a v\u00e1\u0161 st\u00edn. A \u010dten\u00e1\u0159 mus\u00ed j\u00edt s v\u00e1mi. Jinak ta hra neplat\u00ed. Nesm\u00edte se ho b\u00e1t vz\u00edt s sebou a on se nesm\u00ed b\u00e1t v\u00e1m podat ruku. Je to ch\u016fze po skle. \u010cek\u00e1te, a\u017e to praskne. Je v tom kus destrukce, ale i velk\u00fd d\u00edl slasti. V\u017edy\u0165 kdo by se dobrovoln\u011b znovu vyd\u00e1val k propasti, kdy\u017e u\u017e u n\u00ed jednou st\u00e1l.<\/p>\n

Aby bylo vzpom\u00edn\u00e1n\u00ed funk\u010dn\u00ed, mus\u00edte spolu se mnou za\u010d\u00edt vzpom\u00ednat i vy. V\u017edycky m\u011b p\u0159ekvap\u00ed, jak vn\u00edmaj\u00ed \u010dten\u00e1\u0159i moje postavy. Moje hrdinka m\u011bla b\u00fdt nesympatick\u00e1 a lidem se l\u00edb\u00ed. Richard m\u011bl b\u00fdt ten lep\u0161\u00ed, ale \u010dten\u00e1\u0159i jsou v\u016f\u010di n\u011bmu ostra\u017eit\u00ed. V tu chv\u00edli v\u00edm, \u017ee je to na dobr\u00e9 cest\u011b. Sice jsem nenapsala tu t\u0159et\u00ed knihu, tu ide\u00e1ln\u00ed, ale mo\u017en\u00e1 jsem se k n\u00ed p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eila. Vydala jsem se na cestu a cesta, to je kniha, to je \u017eivot. A\u017e mi nap\u00ed\u0161ete, \u017ee jste si na n\u011bco b\u011bhem \u010dten\u00ed vzpomn\u011bli, budu v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee jsem ud\u011blala v\u0161echno, co bylo v m\u00fdch sil\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n

Zuzana Kult\u00e1nov\u00e1<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

(1986) vystudovala bohemistiku na Ostravsk\u00e9 univerzit\u011b, pot\u00e9 byla \u0161\u00e9fredaktorkou \u010dasopisu Opi\u010d\u00ed revue. Za svou kni\u017en\u00ed prvotinu Augustin Zimmermann<\/a><\/strong> byla nominov\u00e1na na cenu Magnesia Litera pro objev roku a z\u00edskala Cenu Ji\u0159\u00edho Ortena 2017. Pracuje jako pedago\u017eka a kni\u017en\u00ed redaktorka. \u017dije v Praze.<\/p>\n

Tento \u010dl\u00e1nek vy\u0161el v magaz\u00ednu Luxor v \u0159\u00edjnu 2022.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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