{"id":172809,"date":"2023-09-26T14:14:38","date_gmt":"2023-09-26T12:14:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/?p=172809"},"modified":"2023-09-26T14:21:07","modified_gmt":"2023-09-26T12:21:07","slug":"jsem-rada-ze-moje-matka-zemrela-ukazka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/ukazky\/jsem-rada-ze-moje-matka-zemrela-ukazka\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201eMaminko, jsem te\u010f tak huben\u00e1.\u201c Uk\u00e1zka z knihy Jsem r\u00e1da, \u017ee moje matka zem\u0159ela"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Kni\u017en\u00ed sv\u011bt okouzlila novinka se \u0161okuj\u00edc\u00edm n\u00e1zvem <a href=\"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/v\/1953395\/jeste-ze-mama-zemrela\" data-type=\"link\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/v\/1953395\/jeste-ze-mama-zemrela\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><em>Jsem r\u00e1da, \u017ee moje matka zem\u0159ela<\/em><\/a>. Pod n\u00edm se skr\u00fdv\u00e1 autobiografie b\u00fdval\u00e9 d\u011btsk\u00e9 hv\u011bzdy Jennette McCurdy, kter\u00e1 zde bez p\u0159ikr\u00e1\u0161len\u00ed vypr\u00e1v\u00ed o sv\u00fdch strastech: poruch\u00e1ch p\u0159\u00edjmu potravy, z\u00e1vislosti, komplikovan\u00e9m vztahu s matkou i o tom, jak znovu z\u00edskala kontrolu nad sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem.&nbsp;Nechte se navnadit kr\u00e1tkou uk\u00e1zkou!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed, jak sv\u00fdm milovan\u00fdm v k\u00f3matu sd\u011blujeme velk\u00e9 novinky, jako by k\u00f3ma bylo jen n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, k \u010demu doch\u00e1z\u00ed z nedostatku vzru\u0161uj\u00edc\u00edch okam\u017eik\u016f v \u017eivot\u011b.<br>Maminka je na jednotce intenzivn\u00ed p\u00e9\u010de. L\u00e9ka\u0159 n\u00e1m \u0159ekl, \u017ee j\u00ed zb\u00fd\u00adv\u00e1 osma\u010dty\u0159icet hodin. Babi\u010dka, d\u011bda a t\u00e1ta venku v \u010dek\u00e1rn\u011b obvol\u00e1vaj\u00ed p\u0159\u00edbuzn\u00e9 a poj\u00eddaj\u00ed ob\u010derstven\u00ed z automatu. Babi\u010dka tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee ty\u010dinky Nuter Butters zm\u00edr\u0148uj\u00ed jej\u00ed \u00fazkost.<br>Stoj\u00edm u m\u00e1mina drobn\u00e9ho, bezvl\u00e1dn\u00e9ho t\u011bla se t\u0159emi star\u0161\u00edmi bra\u00adtry \u2013 Marcusem (ten vyrovnan\u00fd), Dustinem (ten chytr\u00fd) a Scottem (ten citliv\u00fd). Ot\u0159u j\u00ed had\u0159\u00edkem koutky o\u010d\u00ed pln\u00e9 ospalk\u016f a pak to za\u010dne.<br>\u201eMami,\u201c Vyrovnan\u00fd se naklon\u00ed a \u0161ept\u00e1 j\u00ed do ucha, \u201ebrzo se p\u0159est\u011bhu\u00adju zp\u00e1tky do Kalifornie.\u201c<br>V\u0161ichni napjat\u011b \u010dek\u00e1me, zv\u011bdav\u00ed, jestli se maminka s trhnut\u00edm nep\u00adrobere. Nic. Pak postoup\u00ed dop\u0159edu Chytr\u00fd.<br>\u201eMami. Ehm, mami, Kate a j\u00e1 se budeme br\u00e1t.\u201c<br>Znovu \u010dek\u00e1me. Po\u0159\u00e1d nic.<br>Citliv\u00fd popojde dop\u0159edu.<br>\u201eMami\u2026\u201c<br>Neposlouch\u00e1m, co se Citliv\u00fd pokou\u0161\u00ed \u0159\u00edct, aby m\u00e1mu vzbudil, proto\u00ad\u017ee m\u011b p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 zam\u011bstn\u00e1v\u00e1 m\u016fj vlastn\u00ed budic\u00ed materi\u00e1l.<br>A u\u017e jsem na \u0159ad\u011b. Po\u010dk\u00e1m, a\u017e si v\u0161ichni odejdou pro n\u011bco k j\u00edd\u00adlu, abych s n\u00ed mohla b\u00fdt sama. P\u0159it\u00e1hnu si rozvrzanou \u017eidli k jej\u00ed po\u00adsteli a posad\u00edm se. Usm\u011bju se. Chyst\u00e1m se p\u00e1lit ostr\u00fdmi. Zapome\u0148te na svatby, zapome\u0148te na st\u011bhov\u00e1n\u00ed zp\u00e1tky dom\u016f. M\u00e1m v nab\u00eddce n\u011bco mnohem d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00edho. N\u011bco, o \u010dem v\u00edm, \u017ee by to m\u00e1mu zaj\u00edmalo v\u00edc ne\u017e cokoli jin\u00e9ho.<br>\u201eMaminko. Jsem te\u010f\u2026 tak huben\u00e1. Kone\u010dn\u011b m\u00e1m \u010dty\u0159icet kilo.\u201c<br>Jsem na jednotce intenzivn\u00ed p\u00e9\u010de se svou um\u00edraj\u00edc\u00ed matkou a v\u00edm, \u017ee ji m\u016f\u017ee probrat jen tohle \u2013 od chv\u00edle, kdy ji hospitalizovali, se m\u00e9 obavy a smutek prom\u011bnily v dokonal\u00fd, anorexi\u00ed motivovan\u00fd koktejl a j\u00e1 jsem tak kone\u010dn\u011b dos\u00e1hla mat\u010dina v\u00e1hov\u00e9ho c\u00edle. \u010cty\u0159icet kilogram\u016f. Jsem si tak jist\u00e1, \u017ee to zabere, \u017ee se op\u0159u na \u017eidli a d\u016fle\u017eit\u011b zk\u0159\u00ed\u017e\u00edm nohy. \u010cek\u00e1m, a\u017e j\u00ed to dojde. A \u010dek\u00e1m. A \u010dek\u00e1m.<br>Ale nestane se to. Nikdy j\u00ed to nedojde. Ned\u00e1v\u00e1 mi to smysl. Jestli ani moje v\u00e1ha nesta\u010d\u00ed k tomu, aby maminku probrala, pak nebude sta\u00ad\u010dit nic. A jestli ji nic nedok\u00e1\u017ee vzbudit, znamen\u00e1 to, \u017ee opravdu um\u0159e. A jestli opravdu um\u0159e, co m\u00e1m sama se sebou d\u011blat? C\u00edlem m\u00e9ho \u017eivota v\u017edycky bylo \u010dinit maminku \u0161\u0165astnou, b\u00fdt takov\u00e1, jakou m\u011b cht\u011bla m\u00edt. Tak\u017ee \u010d\u00edm m\u00e1m tedy b\u00fdt bez n\u00ed?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-buttons is-content-justification-center is-layout-flex wp-container-core-buttons-is-layout-1 wp-block-buttons-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-button\"><a class=\"wp-block-button__link has-white-color has-pale-pink-background-color has-text-color has-background wp-element-button\" href=\"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/v\/1953395\/jeste-ze-mama-zemrela\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">To si p\u0159e\u010dtu!<\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kni\u017en\u00ed sv\u011bt okouzlila novinka se \u0161okuj\u00edc\u00edm n\u00e1zvem Jsem r\u00e1da, \u017ee moje matka zem\u0159ela. Pod n\u00edm se skr\u00fdv\u00e1 autobiografie b\u00fdval\u00e9 d\u011btsk\u00e9 hv\u011bzdy Jennette McCurdy, kter\u00e1 zde bez p\u0159ikr\u00e1\u0161len\u00ed vypr\u00e1v\u00ed o sv\u00fdch [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":172835,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_EventAllDay":false,"_EventTimezone":"","_EventStartDate":"","_EventEndDate":"","_EventStartDateUTC":"","_EventEndDateUTC":"","_EventShowMap":false,"_EventShowMapLink":false,"_EventURL":"","_EventCost":"","_EventCostDescription":"","_EventCurrencySymbol":"","_EventCurrencyCode":"","_EventCurrencyPosition":"","_EventDateTimeSeparator":"","_EventTimeRangeSeparator":"","_EventOrganizerID":[],"_EventVenueID":[],"_OrganizerEmail":"","_OrganizerPhone":"","_OrganizerWebsite":"","_VenueAddress":"","_VenueCity":"","_VenueCountry":"","_VenueProvince":"","_VenueState":"","_VenueZip":"","_VenuePhone":"","_VenueURL":"","_VenueStateProvince":"","_VenueLat":"","_VenueLng":"","_VenueShowMap":false,"_VenueShowMapLink":false,"twitterCardType":"","cardImageID":0,"cardImage":"","cardTitle":"","cardDesc":"","cardImageAlt":"","cardPlayer":"","cardPlayerWidth":0,"cardPlayerHeight":0,"cardPlayerStream":"","cardPlayerCodec":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[21019],"tags":[21433,21649],"class_list":["post-172809","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ukazky","tag-autobiografie","tag-knizni-novinky"],"acf":{"related_products":null},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172809","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=172809"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172809\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/172835"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=172809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=172809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=172809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}