{"id":14686,"date":"2020-12-02T17:07:36","date_gmt":"2020-12-02T16:07:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/?p=14686"},"modified":"2020-12-04T13:13:20","modified_gmt":"2020-12-04T12:13:20","slug":"co-se-stane-kdyz-holka-z-moravy-utece-pres-pul-sveta-za-svym-snem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.luxor.cz\/blog\/ukazky\/co-se-stane-kdyz-holka-z-moravy-utece-pres-pul-sveta-za-svym-snem\/","title":{"rendered":"Co se stane, kdy\u017e holka z Moravy ute\u010de p\u0159es p\u016fl sv\u011bta za sv\u00fdm snem?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b? N\u011bkdy je to poh\u00e1dka, n\u011bkdy zase no\u010dn\u00ed m\u016fra. Jist\u00e9 ale je, \u017ee nudit se rozhodn\u011b nebudete! Anna z Hollywoodu je velmi otev\u0159en\u00e9 a trochu autobiografick\u00e9 vypr\u00e1v\u011bn\u00ed o cest\u011b z dom\u00e1c\u00edho rybn\u00edka mezi \u017eraloky do Los Angeles. Hlavn\u00ed hrdinka je here\u010dka, feministka i Bukowski v sukn\u00edch. Chce b\u00fdt slavn\u00e1 a bohat\u00e1, zat\u00edm je ale zcela chud\u00e1 a anonymn\u00ed. Zat\u00edm\u2026 <\/strong><\/p>\n

LOND\u00ddN, 2009: DO VELK\u00c9HO SV\u011aTA<\/p>\n

Let\u00edm poprv\u00e9 do Lond\u00fdna. Jdu na kurz muzik\u00e1lu. Je mi dvacet, neum\u00edm zazp\u00edvat ani lalala ani\u017e bych \u010dervenala, a jedu poprv\u00e9 sama do hostelu. Na odli\u010dovac\u00edm tamponku vid\u00edm \u010dern\u00e9 \u0161mouhy, jak\u00fd tam maj\u00ed v tom Lond\u00fdn\u011b bordel, o hluku z ulice ani nemluv\u00edm. Je\u0161t\u011b, ne\u017e vyraz\u00edm, v\u0161echno si to p\u0159edstavuju a boj\u00edm se u toho, V Lond\u00fdn\u011b se pak boj\u00edm vl\u00e9zt do odporn\u00e9 sprchy, co skoro nete\u010de.<\/p>\n

V pokoji na hostelu sp\u00ed sedm kluk\u016f a j\u00e1. V t\u00e9 dob\u011b je\u0161t\u011b netu\u0161\u00edm, co je gang bang a netu\u0161\u00edm, co je to nebezpe\u010d\u00ed, jen jsem chorobn\u011b p\u0159epe\u010dliv\u00e1 a boj\u00edm se sp\u00ed\u0161 tak v\u0161eobecn\u011b, nezn\u00e1ma asi. Kou\u0159\u00edm na nouzov\u00fdch schodech a donekone\u010dna hled\u00e1m na map\u011b tu stanici, kontroluju pades\u00e1tkr\u00e1t, jestli p\u016fjdu dob\u0159e, dal\u0161\u00ed den vst\u00e1v\u00e1m o dv\u011b hodiny d\u0159\u00edv a v\u0161ude \u010dek\u00e1m. M\u00e1m cop jak n\u011bjak\u00e1 Rusanda a nesm\u011bju se jak Rusanda. V\u0161ichni maj\u00ed rozcuchan\u00e9 drd\u016flky, co se je\u0161t\u011b v Brn\u011b nenos\u00ed, v\u016fbec tam nezapad\u00e1m. M\u00e1m strach z v\u00e1lky, m\u00e1m strach bojovat na mezin\u00e1rodn\u00edm poli. V\u0161em je \u0161estn\u00e1ct a\u017e osmn\u00e1ct, tak\u017ee si ve dvaceti p\u0159ipad\u00e1m star\u00e1. Ale v moment\u011b, kdy vstoup\u00edm do Top Shopu na Oxford Street, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd strach neexistuje, jen nekone\u010dn\u00e9 prostory, kde m\u016f\u017eu b\u00fdt divok\u00e1 verze m\u011b, ta, kterou je\u0161t\u011b v\u016fbec nikdo nezn\u00e1, jen \u010dty\u0159i kluci z Brna. To je ale vysokej po\u010det sexu\u00e1ln\u00edch partner\u016f!<\/p>\n

Po kurzu muzik\u00e1lu jdu na kurz angli\u010dtiny. Bydl\u00edm u pan\u00ed, co mi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, \u017ee n\u00e1s zni\u010d\u00ed Arab\u00e1\u010di a kamerov\u00e9 syst\u00e9my, \u017ee u\u017e v\u016fbec nem\u00e1me svobodu. Pr\u00fd by cht\u011bla potkat sexy Pol\u00e1ka, proto\u017ee ty pracujou rukama, a to se v Lond\u00fdn\u011b cen\u00ed v\u00edc ne\u017e bank\u00e9\u0159i. Prej d\u011blal n\u011bjakej Pol\u00e1k u n\u00ed doma, ale je \u017eenatej, co\u017e se ned\u011bl\u00e1, to s n\u00edm d\u011blat.<\/p>\n

Na kurzu je holka z Brna, co m\u00e1 extr\u00e9mn\u011b blon\u010fat\u00e9 vlasy a po\u0159\u00e1d nos\u00ed \u010dernou a v\u00fdst\u0159ihy. Je stra\u0161n\u011b um\u011bl\u00e1 tak celkov\u011b. Bere m\u011b do \u010derno\u0161sk\u00fdch klub\u016f. \u0158\u00edk\u00e1, \u017ee m\u00e1m p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouh\u00fd sukn\u011b, a\u0165 nejsem tak slu\u0161n\u00e1. V\u017edycky m\u00e1 n\u011bjak\u00fdho k\u00e1mo\u0161e, a pak jsme ve VIP z\u00f3n\u011b s vodkou zadarmo. Pr\u00fd si chce u\u017e\u00edvat, co to jde.<\/p>\n

Po p\u00e1r ve\u010derech venku mi \u0159ekne, \u017ee j\u00ed v sedmn\u00e1cti zn\u00e1silnili, \u017ee se nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed, a \u017ee m\u00e1 anorexii. Tenkr\u00e1t mi to je\u0161t\u011b nikdo ne\u0159ek. Od t\u00fdhle holky d\u00e1l mi to ale \u0159ekla skoro ka\u017ed\u00e1, d\u0159\u00edv nebo pozd\u011bji na to do\u0161la \u0159e\u010d. Jedno, druh\u00fd, nebo v\u0161echno z toho. Pro\u010d m\u00e1m b\u00fdt zasran\u00e1 vrba v\u0161ech nev\u00edm, ale asi mi ty lidi v\u011b\u0159ili a j\u00e1 se jednou m\u011bla dozv\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee sv\u011bt nen\u00ed ani bezpe\u010dnej hostel s fajn Nizozemcema, ani idylickej kurz muzik\u00e1lu, nebo pan\u00ed, co mi uk\u00e1\u017ee maca ko\u0159en a \u017ee lze m\u00edt pen\u00edze na permanentku do posilky a nechodit tam.<\/p>\n

Sv\u011bt je v\u00e1lka, kde ka\u017ed\u00e1 holka, co m\u00e1 trochu namalovan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed o\u010di, trp\u00ed. Kdy\u017e se odmaluje, kouk\u00e1 se do zrcadla a vzpom\u00edn\u00e1, co v\u0161echno za\u017eila a hezk\u00fd v\u011bci to fakt nejsou. Sv\u011bt je trochu rychlej\u0161\u00ed ch\u016fze, kdy\u017e jdete kolem smradlav\u00fdho kan\u00e1lu v Lond\u00fdn\u011b si koupit t\u0159e\u0161\u0148ovou kolu k ve\u010de\u0159i, proto\u017ee v\u00e1m to p\u0159ijde spr\u00e1vn\u00fd ob\u010das takhle neve\u010de\u0159et. Jdete rychle, proto\u017ee se nec\u00edt\u00edte bezpe\u010dn\u011b, v takov\u00e9hle ulici. Sv\u011bt je jedno velk\u00fd nebezpe\u010d\u00ed, boj a smutek, \u017ee ani ten \u017eenatej Pol\u00e1k s v\u00e1ma nechce j\u00edt do posilovny, kdy\u017e ji m\u00e1te p\u0159edplacenou a nechod\u00edte tam. Sv\u011bt je holka s copem z Moravy, co chod\u00ed do v\u0161ech divadel za p\u011bt liber, na tane\u010dn\u00ed hodiny do Pinapple Studios, stoj\u00ed vzadu, kope si nohy k uchu, to\u010d\u00ed t\u0159i piruety a je \u0161\u00edlen\u011b ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00e1, \u017ee je to m\u00e1lo. Ve\u010der si d\u00e1 sal\u00e1t ze slevy, dal\u0161\u00ed divadlo za p\u011bt liber a n\u011bjak\u00fd ve\u010dery taky doporu\u010den\u00ed z\u016fstat doma, proto\u017ee hroz\u00ed teroristick\u00fd \u00fatok. Sv\u011bt je holt v\u00e1lka, a to i v m\u00edstech, kde to tak nevypad\u00e1.<\/p>\n

Kdy\u017e mi n\u011bkdo ustaran\u011b vol\u00e1 a pt\u00e1 se m\u011b, jestli jsem v po\u0159\u00e1dku, \u017ee o m\u011b m\u011bl strach, p\u0159ijde mi to fiktivn\u00ed, sm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9 a nepochopiteln\u00e9. J\u00e1 \u017eila na r\u016fzn\u00fdch bojov\u00fdch \u00fazem\u00edch. Nejd\u0159\u00edv doma na Morav\u011b, a od osam\u011bl\u00fdch hostel\u016f \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161ude po sv\u011bt\u011b. Bydlela jsem na milionech gau\u010d\u00edch, taky na zemi v hotelov\u00fdm pokoji, spala jsem po leti\u0161t\u00edch, autobusech, v kufrech aut. V\u00e1lka byl m\u016fj domov a kdy\u017e se o m\u011b n\u011bkdo boj\u00ed, vysm\u011bju se mu, proto\u017ee m\u011bl za\u010d\u00edt mnohem d\u0159\u00edv. O m\u011b se nikdo neb\u00e1l v d\u011btstv\u00ed a ani te\u010f by mi taky nikdo volat nem\u011bl. B\u00e1t se o m\u011b je nesmysl. J\u00e1 pro\u0161la nejedn\u00edm plamenem sv\u011bta, d\u00edvala se do o\u010d\u00ed b\u00fdk\u016fm i toreador\u016fm, nakonec m\u011b cht\u011bl n\u011bkdo \u0161krtit t\u00edm \u010derven\u00fdm ru\u010dn\u00edkem na bejky, nebo jak se tomu nad\u00e1v\u00e1, a j\u00e1 se v\u017edycky dostala do VIP z\u00f3ny p\u0159es n\u011bkoho, kdo za\u017eil mnohem v\u00edc utrpen\u00ed, ne\u017e byste si mohli ve sv\u00e9 mysli, co odsuzuje blond\u00fdny s velkou vrstvou kou\u0159ov\u00fdho make-upu, myslet. Ten kou\u0159ovej mejkap asi vymysleli, abychom poznaly ty, co pro\u0161ly plamenama a d\u00edvaly se b\u00fdkovi do o\u010d\u00ed. A chytly ho za koule.<\/p>\n

Uk\u00e1zka z knihy Anna z Hollywoodu od Aleny Dol\u00e1kov\u00e9.<\/em><\/p>\n

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